Saturday, December 18, 2010
Life will never be the same
Recently I have been going through a lot. Its hard for me. To see my family and friends see the way I feel. I struggle with addiction,depression, and other thoughts i shouldnt have. Its hard for me to be happy. I lost my best friend, and he was the only one who could make me happy and cheer me up. I couldnt stand life without him. I got a reality check and now I just cant stand the thought of me being alive.I wish he was still here.I just feel like i dont belong anymore. Feel like noone cares if i were to fall off the face of this earth. Would anyone notice? Now everythinng is getting worse for me, and its harder for me to deal with it all. Is there anything i can do besides deal with the pain in some unimaginable way?What to do? :( Life will never be the same
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
I know life won't ever be the same. It is hard to lose someone you love. Believe me I have lost a lot of special people in my life. But you can choose to remember them with a smile.... and always keep them in your heart. He is only been gone a month so the hole you feel in your heart is still fresh.. It does get better with time. Believe me. Being a teenager sucks.. but your almost out of your teenage years and then you can really start living life and loving it. I love you Kaylee.. please hang in there and let me know if you need anything!
Post a Comment